indecision

Sunday, October 19, 2014

to hear

making shapes at will
own forms from a taught paradigm
shifting, feeling momentum is forward

is it

to know. would you? i?
why?

if its motion exists, allow it

foward or back it shall be learning
from each moment, irrespective of time passing

holding to knowledge over life

shaped by it all, free to know

Saturday, October 18, 2014

the mistake

a mind like a shadowed sky
sitting beneath it seeking only blue

clarity, emptiness, vast

a wandering thought taken by many
wanting emptiness, knowing wanting is the cause

of pain
mistrust
confusion

no diligence, no patience, not enough practice

caught in this time, in this place, seeking only the past freedoms

of thought
rhythm
of solitude

to assume it would be easier

perhaps that is

Sunday, September 14, 2014

complete

looking to find a reason.

should there be? a time, a place, a space?
momentum will shift within its own rhythm, its own pace.

shifting ever toward a mind of emptiness

the all encompassing owns life,
owns the now,
holds the emotions, thoughts and escaping feelings.

to only desire nothing at all,

to be free
empty
alone

emptied and formed


Saturday, March 15, 2014

away

a smiling delight in pure nature abound, i hold happiness.
soft to her heart i try to see what secrets,

what enlightenment,
what joy i might find.

hidden so that we may deeply feel it,
experience all in a moment





Saturday, March 1, 2014

and was

letting the happiness of now be all enveloping.
a now that is whole,
livid with thought, a hope to see beyond.

not fearful as each moment spent does involve

a now

a then

to be

dreamt

a time that is

Friday, February 14, 2014

seeking

perhaps it is only given in small doses.
never freed,
allowed to be whole.
pieced together by soft touch.

wet with alone its peace a happiness alive.

facing never pain
i am

Friday, February 7, 2014

then

unkowing of thoughts real purpose
devined to be
alone

a whole

aloft, bereft of this
feeling a totality that you may never will
holding time
never not understanding that now is only now

watching to see

if perhaps now is