feeling depth understood only from learning
i escape into the void that is mind
perhaps memory
despairingly hope
seeing the hanging to wit i cling
i let go
understanding that alone i am
me
simple
not inhabited completely by needs influenced.
selfish perhaps
desiring wholeheartedly to find ease
safe in the emptiness of being, i sit.
still holding to love, lust, longing and hope
weakness abides
is it trust in my beliefs or human touch that i lack?
i don't want to speak, i have delved deep without knowing why
following the past read
only feeling that it is right
for now
as i
can only project who i am at face value
as i am not strong enough to be completely free
yet
to be me
as i wish, without vice
aloft of desire and need
i must pine
my love has changed.
i escape into the void that is mind
perhaps memory
despairingly hope
seeing the hanging to wit i cling
i let go
understanding that alone i am
me
simple
not inhabited completely by needs influenced.
selfish perhaps
desiring wholeheartedly to find ease
safe in the emptiness of being, i sit.
still holding to love, lust, longing and hope
weakness abides
is it trust in my beliefs or human touch that i lack?
i don't want to speak, i have delved deep without knowing why
following the past read
only feeling that it is right
for now
as i
can only project who i am at face value
as i am not strong enough to be completely free
yet
to be me
as i wish, without vice
aloft of desire and need
i must pine
my love has changed.
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